Anonymous asked: The TURDIS. I just can't with you right now!!!! Hahahahaha How did your exams go btw?

lol sorry I had to hahaha!

Exams went FREAKING AMAZING. HELL YES. Now the painful task of med school applications begin… :(

How’s winter treating you? :)

01-08 / 7:22

mllemensonges replied to your post: mllemensonges replied to …

GODGODGOD I’M STARTING MY CINEMA PAPER IT’S 1200 WORDS AND DUE TODAY AT 4:30 KILLE ME NOW

i think it is acceptable for both of uS TO stART PANICKING

12-06 / 10:36 / 1 note

mllemensonges replied to your post: Semester ended yesterday, so …

GET YO ASS BACK TO A DESK AND STUDY BRIAN GOOD LUCK

LOL this is how smart I am:

1) Left the house in a hurry so I forgot-lost parts of my chem notes.

2) Did not bring paper or notebook to actually WRITE in so I can do the exercises

3) Slept 12 hours and IM STILL TIRED CANT FOCUS.

4) Doing psych and I have no fking idea what this patient has. I’m 150% sure I’m going to misdiagnose again…

12-06 / 10:20 / 1 note
Anonymous asked: I think I've been following you for like 2 and a half years or so.. maybe longer. But I'm really thankful that you're always so positive. It makes me positive too! Stay awesome and keep being you ^^ Oh I also love that your url hasn't changed haha happy belated Canadian thanksgiving~

Wah! You’ve seen all different sides of me then if you’ve been following me for all this time!

To be honest, I’m not all that positive, and people who know me in real life can testify, but I’m still very glad that you enjoy the waves of positivity that I get sometimes!

As for the URL, yup, I like being constant! (though you may remember that I changed it to BriKwang for about… 2 months?)

Thanks! Happy thanksgiving to you! Hope you’re having a good time with family/friends/FOOD.

11-28 / 8:23
Anonymous asked: Y'know I don't have much friends to go to. At the same time as all that my friends slowly been starting to dip set me too. I have only one friend whom I can trust everything to and she's pretty far from me )': I did sing aha, I also started to break down at the same time but oh well

Are there any clubs at your school?

It’s not always a bad thing to join clubs or EC activities (whether it be in your school or outside), to meet new people, especially those who share the same interests as you! The important thing is to get your mind off of what’s bothering you and on to something you really like.

I joined choir this year, and I have my medic volunteering job that really helped me out with discovering who I am and also meeting people who like the same thing as I do.

About 4 months ago I had my first panic attack. It started as a state of sadness and quickly turned into hyperventilation and before I knew it I was on the floor ready to pass out, crying, aching. About 1 hour later, I had to force myself up and act as a medic for an event. Once I got there I could barely speak to anyone without feeling like I was going to have a meltdown and yet someone, whom I barely knew at the time, just started a light conversation with me and it completely rejuvenated me.

All this to say, find some clubs. Go enjoy yourself, especially now because it’s the beginning of the school year so your work load shouldn’t be horrendous just yet.

And yes, singing does lead to some unpleasant results at times :S

09-14 / 12:08
Anonymous asked: I don't know if you're still doing that anonymous confession thing, but I can't sing very well (that might be an understatement) and I have these friends that are like amazing singers. And this one guy tried to teach me how to sing Happy Birthday, but couldn't cuz he kept laughing at me. So yeah, I guess I have your advice on how to sing with the voices of a thousand angels. :P

oH MY GOD TAMMY SHUT UP.

AHAHAHAHA

Here’s my teacher’s website, she is beyond phenomenal, until then, just come over to visit us more often and we’ll have fun singing ;D

09-14 / 10:48 / 1 note
Anonymous asked: Recently I was dumped by my ex I'm in Highschool & He starts Uni and he said he's going to be busy and won't have time for me. That same day, I found that that he lied and it's actually cause of another girl whom he JUST met I'm heart broken and completely torn and then that week, I found out that everything was all a lie - He never loved me as he said he did and iunno man shit okay yeah LOL

Thanks for sharing this <3

I can’t even begin to imagine how you feel right now. I know it sucks to hear but it’s all in the past now. You’ve seen this person’s true colours, and he’s not the same as the facade he was putting out when  he was dating you.

Nobody deserves to be lied to in such a way and like you said, now he’s in University, so you won’t have to see him every day at school.

For the next few weeks, stay with your friend and hang out with them a lot, especially those who you can talk to about things like this. Go chill with your friends and get your mind off of this. It’s not going to be easy to get over it, but you’ll get there eventually.

OR, do like me and just sing your feelings out. It’s not worth it letting bad memories haunt you, it’s going to drag you down whether it be in your academics or your social life. 

I’m sure that you felt a lot of attachment towards this person, so I don’t want to be the person who says “you deserve better” because you actually liked him, he just wasn’t respectful enough to acknowledge that. But like I said, it’s the past, and trying to jump back in will only leave you with more scars.

You’re one brave person, and I wish you all the best! If you ever want to chat, my ask box is always open :)

09-14 / 8:59
Anonymous asked: I'm too scared to talk this guy I usedd to have a thing for. Everytime I pass by him, we always have to look straight forward, each lrook at each other for a split second and look away. We sneak peeks at eachother whenever we get the chance to. It just hurts none us bother speaking. even though he's cocky, i want him to talk to me again :(

Thanks for sharing this <3

I’m not the best at giving advice for things like this so if anybody has any tips for this wonderful anon, reply!

Did this guy ever show interest back? Did you guys chat before, were you guys acquainted? If so, then it doesn’t have to stay the way things are now, instigate a casual conversation with him first, if you feel comfortable. Doesn’t need to be something too serious, keep it light so they won’t shy away :)

You say he’s cocky, and I don’t want anybody getting emotionally hurt here, if you like him because you see good in him then go for it! If you feel like his cocky side might be too much to bare, then don’t put yourself through the misery of spending too much time with someone who is like that (speaking from experience here, I felt like total crap when I was friends with this cocky person).

But to know if he’s truly that arrogant, or if it’s just a facade, again, the light conversation at first and try to find common grounds and chat about that :) It’s always super scary to talk to someone first, but if you feel like you might “click” then it’s worth the shot, no?

BTW you’re still the coolest person ever for sharing this anonymous confession :)

I hope this made sense, I really don’t want to screw anything up for someone

09-13 / 8:38
thoughts-left-untold asked: HI THERE BRIAN! Yeah Im dropping by just to say that the Anon aint lying bout your nice ass writing LOL. kthxbai

Wah! Thank you! :)

How’ve you been lately? :D

09-08 / 9:22
Anonymous asked: Holy mackerel! You have such nice handwriting. I'm jealous ;-;

Thanks! I’m sure it’s just the Sharpie that makes it look nice. I love Sharpie!


09-08 / 8:42
mizuzupon asked: :D !!and you've been working so hard today, so what's the #1 thing you do to de-stress from a day~?

Oh yes, all the studying (and lots of procrastination). To de-stress I normally just chat with friends :) That tends to help a lot! We end up sharing fun YouTube videos and laughing at those!

If I had a really stressful day (ex. on the field as a first responder) then I take a nice warm shower and host my own concert in my shower. yup :)

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Thanks for the question!!

09-08 / 8:32 / 1 note
stephifa asked: :D and I don't have a question but I will say you're awesome.

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09-08 / 8:28 / 1 note
pissedtachios asked: omg it's fanny and i made a new tumblr because i wanted to start anew LOLOL *insert banana pic here*

iT’s nEvR 2 laT3 t0 stArT aN3w /PEACE/

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hehe :) nice!!! omg VOLDEMORT’S BUTT. I AM VOLDEMORT’S NOSE.

01-06 / 9:39 / 1 note
Anonymous asked: That was so inspiring :) And I'm grateful for having such wonderful people in my life, for being able to be with the people I'm with today. I'm grateful for being able to wake up every morning and not having to worry about whether I will make it through the day economically and health wise. I'm grateful for my parents because even though they can be hard on me sometimes, they are doing the best they can to give me everything I need and making sure I can be the best that I can be.

It’s nice being able to think about what we’re grateful for! It’s normal to complain about stuff when something doesn’t go the way we expect it to, but to have some positive thoughts back in our heads is a nice feeling :) Thanks for that! I hope you stay well for all the years to come!!

Did you have a nice holiday up to now? :)

12-26 / 9:13
Anonymous asked: What are you grateful for?

So much!

I have a wonderful, loving family, which is something I tend to take for granted, but I love them so much. School, that sounds weird, and I often complain about studying, but education is the key to so much and I’ve been more than lucky to have a good education.

I have some amazing friends, some of whom I’ve met on tumblr and they know more about me than my parents do.

And definitely food and a house. I often cross homeless people around the city and that’s really when I realize that my parents work their butts off to give me food and shelter and that I should be so grateful for it.

And also, by far, volunteering. I was lucky enough to be trained as a medical first responder, and quite honestly that is one of the best things to have happened in my life. I get to give back to the community while doing something I love so much, and I can’t put a price on that at all.

What a wonderful question! Thank you anon :) Happy holidays… and how about you? What are you grateful for? :)

12-26 / 8:50 / 1 note
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