lol sorry I had to hahaha!
Exams went FREAKING AMAZING. HELL YES. Now the painful task of med school applications begin… :(
How’s winter treating you? :)
GODGODGOD I’M STARTING MY CINEMA PAPER IT’S 1200 WORDS AND DUE TODAY AT 4:30 KILLE ME NOW
i think it is acceptable for both of uS TO stART PANICKING
GET YO ASS BACK TO A DESK AND STUDY BRIAN GOOD LUCK
LOL this is how smart I am:
1) Left the house in a hurry so I forgot-lost parts of my chem notes.
2) Did not bring paper or notebook to actually WRITE in so I can do the exercises
3) Slept 12 hours and IM STILL TIRED CANT FOCUS.
4) Doing psych and I have no fking idea what this patient has. I’m 150% sure I’m going to misdiagnose again…
Wah! You’ve seen all different sides of me then if you’ve been following me for all this time!
To be honest, I’m not all that positive, and people who know me in real life can testify, but I’m still very glad that you enjoy the waves of positivity that I get sometimes!
As for the URL, yup, I like being constant! (though you may remember that I changed it to BriKwang for about… 2 months?)
Thanks! Happy thanksgiving to you! Hope you’re having a good time with family/friends/FOOD.
Are there any clubs at your school?
It’s not always a bad thing to join clubs or EC activities (whether it be in your school or outside), to meet new people, especially those who share the same interests as you! The important thing is to get your mind off of what’s bothering you and on to something you really like.
I joined choir this year, and I have my medic volunteering job that really helped me out with discovering who I am and also meeting people who like the same thing as I do.
About 4 months ago I had my first panic attack. It started as a state of sadness and quickly turned into hyperventilation and before I knew it I was on the floor ready to pass out, crying, aching. About 1 hour later, I had to force myself up and act as a medic for an event. Once I got there I could barely speak to anyone without feeling like I was going to have a meltdown and yet someone, whom I barely knew at the time, just started a light conversation with me and it completely rejuvenated me.
All this to say, find some clubs. Go enjoy yourself, especially now because it’s the beginning of the school year so your work load shouldn’t be horrendous just yet.
And yes, singing does lead to some unpleasant results at times :S
oH MY GOD TAMMY SHUT UP.
Here’s my teacher’s website, she is beyond phenomenal, until then, just come over to visit us more often and we’ll have fun singing ;D
Thanks for sharing this <3
I can’t even begin to imagine how you feel right now. I know it sucks to hear but it’s all in the past now. You’ve seen this person’s true colours, and he’s not the same as the facade he was putting out when he was dating you.
Nobody deserves to be lied to in such a way and like you said, now he’s in University, so you won’t have to see him every day at school.
For the next few weeks, stay with your friend and hang out with them a lot, especially those who you can talk to about things like this. Go chill with your friends and get your mind off of this. It’s not going to be easy to get over it, but you’ll get there eventually.
OR, do like me and just sing your feelings out. It’s not worth it letting bad memories haunt you, it’s going to drag you down whether it be in your academics or your social life.
I’m sure that you felt a lot of attachment towards this person, so I don’t want to be the person who says “you deserve better” because you actually liked him, he just wasn’t respectful enough to acknowledge that. But like I said, it’s the past, and trying to jump back in will only leave you with more scars.
You’re one brave person, and I wish you all the best! If you ever want to chat, my ask box is always open :)
Thanks for sharing this <3
I’m not the best at giving advice for things like this so if anybody has any tips for this wonderful anon, reply!
Did this guy ever show interest back? Did you guys chat before, were you guys acquainted? If so, then it doesn’t have to stay the way things are now, instigate a casual conversation with him first, if you feel comfortable. Doesn’t need to be something too serious, keep it light so they won’t shy away :)
You say he’s cocky, and I don’t want anybody getting emotionally hurt here, if you like him because you see good in him then go for it! If you feel like his cocky side might be too much to bare, then don’t put yourself through the misery of spending too much time with someone who is like that (speaking from experience here, I felt like total crap when I was friends with this cocky person).
But to know if he’s truly that arrogant, or if it’s just a facade, again, the light conversation at first and try to find common grounds and chat about that :) It’s always super scary to talk to someone first, but if you feel like you might “click” then it’s worth the shot, no?
BTW you’re still the coolest person ever for sharing this anonymous confession :)
I hope this made sense, I really don’t want to screw anything up for someone
Wah! Thank you! :)
How’ve you been lately? :D
Thanks! I’m sure it’s just the Sharpie that makes it look nice. I love Sharpie!
Oh yes, all the studying (and lots of procrastination). To de-stress I normally just chat with friends :) That tends to help a lot! We end up sharing fun YouTube videos and laughing at those!
If I had a really stressful day (ex. on the field as a first responder) then I take a nice warm shower and host my own concert in my shower. yup :)
Thanks for the question!!
iT’s nEvR 2 laT3 t0 stArT aN3w /PEACE/
hehe :) nice!!! omg VOLDEMORT’S BUTT. I AM VOLDEMORT’S NOSE.
It’s nice being able to think about what we’re grateful for! It’s normal to complain about stuff when something doesn’t go the way we expect it to, but to have some positive thoughts back in our heads is a nice feeling :) Thanks for that! I hope you stay well for all the years to come!!
Did you have a nice holiday up to now? :)
I have a wonderful, loving family, which is something I tend to take for granted, but I love them so much. School, that sounds weird, and I often complain about studying, but education is the key to so much and I’ve been more than lucky to have a good education.
I have some amazing friends, some of whom I’ve met on tumblr and they know more about me than my parents do.
And definitely food and a house. I often cross homeless people around the city and that’s really when I realize that my parents work their butts off to give me food and shelter and that I should be so grateful for it.
And also, by far, volunteering. I was lucky enough to be trained as a medical first responder, and quite honestly that is one of the best things to have happened in my life. I get to give back to the community while doing something I love so much, and I can’t put a price on that at all.
What a wonderful question! Thank you anon :) Happy holidays… and how about you? What are you grateful for? :)